I’ve Been Touched

I’ve been awakened. Someone higher than me has called out my name, telling me that my life, this life that I led with so much pride, is sinful and wrong. Never before have I felt such warmth in my body as I lifted my head off the pillow and stared at the void in my life. All this time I’ve been filling up that hole with sex, drugs and several other things. I’ve ignored it. I put out so others would accept me. I’ve been blinded by the sins of the flesh, these little pleasures that keep me grounded on earth.

No more! I denounce it! I will no longer be a slave to my mind. I will no longer be the devil’s tool. I will only practice the righteousness of God, my savior, His son.  No longer will I fill the void with material things, sinful things, destructive things, instead I’ll let Jesus fill every void of my body with his strength and love.

I will kneel before the altar and offer myself to Christ, my savior. I will place God between my lips until the pleasure of this world fills me and pours out my body like a fountain.

I will use this blog, no longer for the sinful uses I have done up to now, and use it as a soap box to preach to those of you who have lost their way. I have been saved! I am a solider of Christ, a messenger of God. Those who heed me will follow me into the divining justice of God.

I ask God to forgive me of my sins. To release me of this sinful body so that I may ascend into Heaven, His home, His Kingdom.

I ask you all to follow me so that we may face the persecution together and spread the Word of God throughout the world.

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To bad it’s April Fool’s, hu?

The (horny) Children of God

This is quite possibly a man orientated website. Some dude, a believer or a prankster, decided that he wanted to have kinky sex while obeying God’s creed.

Most of the things he uses to prove that everything is okay with God doesn’t correlate with the activity. For example:

This is a common misconception. Anal sex is confusing to many Christians because of the attention paid to the Bible’s condemnation of homosexual acts. However, it’s important to realize that these often quoted scriptures refer only to sexual acts between two men. Nowhere does the Bible forbid anal sex between a male and female.

In fact, many Biblical passages allude to the act of anal sex between men and women. Lamentations 2:10 describes how “The virgins of Jerusalem have bowed their heads to the ground,” indicating how a virginal maidens should position themselves to receive anal sex. Another suggestive scripture tells of a woman’s pride in her “valley” (referring to her buttocks and the cleft between them) and entices her lover to ejaculate against her backside: “How boastful you are about the valleys! O backsliding daughter who trusts in her treasures, {saying,} ‘ Who will come against me?’ (Jeremiah 49:4) And in the Song of Songs, the lover urges his mate to allow him to enter her from behind: “Draw me after you, let us make haste.” (Song of Solomon, 1:4)

What leads me to believe that the person who created this site is male is the list of “God’s Rules” that allows a married couple have a threesome:

(1) To avoid the impropriety of male homosexuality, a heterosexual couple should not under any circumstances form a threesome with another man.
(2) Both women involved in the threesome must be willing to keep within traditional female roles (i.e., not taking on masculine appearance or behavior in or out of the bedroom) and recognize the male as the leader in the relationship.
(3) If the wife’s lesbian sex partner is unmarried, it may be permissible for the husband to have relations with her only with his wife’s consent.
(4) If the wife’s lesbian sex partner is unmarried, but the wife does not wish her to have relations with the other woman, the husband should respect this.
(5) If the wife’s lesbian sex partner is married, her husband must not have objections to the relationship.
(6) If the wife’s lesbian sex partner is married, the husband should refrain from having any sexual relations with her, and should make every effort to control his fantasies about her. He should concentrate his attention on his own wife.

The photo links to the page. I suppose this concludes the WTF SEX POST, God’s Children Edition.

My Autobiography as Christ

I’ve started writing poetry again. It’s been about a year or so since I seriously wrote poetry, but after last semester’s creative writing course, I decided it was high time that I start writing again. I’ll be experimental, crossing hairs with poetry and prose poetry (perhaps some flash fiction shoved in there).

I’m not sure what I’ll call it when I’m done, but I’ll worry about that at the end. So far the pieces that have been written (and are in the process of being edited) are “Evidence,” a piece of Ekphrasis prose poetry, and it’s sister “Father, Son, Holy Spirit.” Both pieces are based on Marilyn Manson’s artwork (”Someone should put hearts over her eyes” and “Trismegistus“). However, are not tied in anyway to the portraits. They brought out memories of sex with our love and being raised Catholic.

I suppose the whole tie in would be my life as Christ (oh good lord, he’s being blasphemous–I say get used to it!).  My life is on a runaway train and I need to sit down and write something before my mind explodes with all the shit I’ve been reading.

The poetry will be factual, but told in slant.  I want to do this and make it my project to work on for the rest of the year. Hopefully after all the shit I’ll write, I’ll have at least twenty good pieces of poems, ten good prose poems, and one or two flash fiction. After that, I’ll sort them out and see what goes and what doesn’t. I’d also like to publish it online, rather than have a hard copy, but that’ll be much later on. I’ll have to find someone who is good with Flash and then we’ll see. Not only that, but have to find a reviewer/editor and work closely with them before I make a fool of myself for all to see.

I’ll post a few rough drafts here as .jpgs, but we’ll see.